Sebelah malaikat maut in ED

Doing elective posting in ETD HSNI.
Ada satu hari tu, dah nak dekat waktu rehat lunch. Ada 1 new case ambulance call. Unconscious chinese gentleman was brought in 1 hour post electric shock in his work place.
Pulseless. Intubated. CPR for 30 minutes. With bagging. Still pulseless after 30 minutes.
Aku dapat peluang buat cpr kat patient tu and take turn bagging from the nurse. It was my first experience doing cpr in real patient. Good experience indeed. More cpr to come.

Moga moga usaha ini untuk jadi manfaat kpd orang lain Allah berkati.

Elective posting

Today is my 2nd week of doing elective in HSNI.
I did mistakes. I'm not so confident to take blood. But i tried my best to take opportunity. I forced myself to the limit.
When i failed or making mistakes, i felt so ashamed with the staffs surrounding me. It's me to feel so down when it happened. But slowly i persuaded myself to take a deep breath and said to myself 'it's okay. Dont be so down. You will learn. Do not bother what people surround talk about you. Help yourself. If not, who else will helf you.'

Intan, so have more potential than you think you are. Allah send you to this situation for you to be prepared for your future. Dont bother what people talk about you. You know yourself better. Do it many times until you master. You can do it. Allah send to here for you to learn and improve. Dont hesitate and block yourself from reaching your goal. InsyaAllah you can do the best. Reset your nawaitu. With bismillah, start your step. Allah always with you dear self.

Intan
HSNI
1.15pm